Ouch.. My rusty body who haven been to gym since like ages ago been screaming in pain since Sunday annual Starwalk. It is my second year joined Starwalk which I still didn't manage to get myself any medal nor lucky draw prizes. Sigh.. me and my luck.. Nvm.. It won't deter me from joining again next year. Third time is the charm (i hope..@.@")
Lately you can see Chipster almost everywhere, from Friendster to TV. I've entered their contest and ate tons of it too. Check out my photo and vote me!!! Thanks... I'm at gallery page 9 and 10 with the nick Jolyn Cutiez. Just 2 pictures, not much... so I just need your 2 votes.. ehehehe... pls and 10q...
*snap* *snap*
I simply love to snap pictures, not any artistic nor landscape picture but pictures of people I loved and me myself also of course. No matter where I go, every moment counts. People might look at me as if I’m some vain freak but I don’t mind. To me, I don’t believe in long life. Life is full of surprises. People around you or you yourself can die anytime , I just want to make sure I captured every moment of life. Life’s precious, cherish it. Never take it for granted because you might lose it before you knew it.
I’m not being pessimistic but just realistic..
Lately so many distressing news published on newspaper, just make me cherish my life and loved ones more. So many mourning over deaths that created by other human fellows. Nowadays it’s not only old people that we have to prepare ourselves to mourn about but young ones too. Our current world just full of psycho that can easily take away lives of your beloved anytime or day when you least expected.
So.. From simple dinner to wedding dinner or friends just hanging around will trigger my picture snapping frenzy madness. I always manage to make a scene wherever I go, well I don’t mind as long as I got what I want. People might laugh at my silliness but it’s me who will have the last laugh when I get to view all my precious moment anytime I wish.
Here are some of my random moment..
tryin out dresses @ Forever 21, searching for my 21st Birthday party dress..(forever 21 for my 21st.. get it?.. bleh.. if u don't)
me & shida @ starbucks.. bugging her while she's working..*ehem* free drink..
brother, tengok kanan dulu, lepas itu tegok kiri.. den lintas.. lol
with my lovely cousin during the pajama party..
Free promo for nandos.. acted shy shy but took this picture as if there aint nobody business.. ahahahaha
Its drama babe..just silly ol drama... ^^
Life’s full of drama.. Heck why not create one for own amusement..
The news regarding murdered little girl’s body who was found in a luggage bag with cucumber and brinjal inserted in her private parts until damaged her rectum hit me so badly. As a female, a teenager, future mother and somebody who might bear a child, I felt so vulnerable. Why nobody do something about it? Why must wait until things got up to this bad only voice out anger and frustration.
When rape and murdered case came up, STUPID people came up front and blame on we female. How we lure the rapist to ourselves due to our sexy cloths or behaviors. We female are traumatized enough having to hear the bad news daily and to hear such remarks is just like adding salt to our wounds. Why aren’t we protected and have to face all this silly music.
What next? Blame on the child? Is it the little girl’s fault that she is born too cute up to the point where a man would want to rape her? Is it her fault? Or her mom fault for gave birth to a cute little child? All this is so stupid. I even heard some people blame on her disheartened mom who let her out alone to pasar malam. People just don’t get it do they. YES it’s her mom irresponsibility for letting her young ones out on her own but why focuses everything on the victim but not the monster? Can’t it be the monster that can’t hold their morality strong enough against the evil? Don’t give slack to the monster who is the man who responsible towards these entire hullabaloo.
The monster purposely arranged the murdered little girl to be found, clearly showed that they aren’t afraid of the authorities. It is not the psycho out there that I’m worried of; it is the majority of those “courageous people” who aren’t intimidated by the law that I’m terrified. The common daily offenders in paper are mostly ordinary courageous people who rape and snatch. It is just occasionally come up cases as horrifying as above.
What position that are left for us women? Even when we are with our man we could easily be over powered and gang raped right in front of them. For the authorities, they should keep in mind that they have wife, sister, daughter and even mother who are in a position where there are possibilities all these INHUMANE acts can happen to them.
How many more females must be victimized to open up everyone eyes? When will the authorities wake and accept the fact that something needed to be done to stop all these cruelty from happening. Tighten up our country security! Intensify up the sentenced! Why can’t the rapist who got caught be castrate? Too INHUMANE to castrate a MONSTER who raped and take away lives of the helpless female?
Wake up my human friend before someone you loved force to be in the little girl’s shoes.
My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.
I've read newspaper the other day and came across a title; Mood Tools. I never knew that reminiscence is a healthy thing to do. Some researchers from Chicago claim that 20mins a day can make people more cheerful than the week before. Sounds unbelievable but i feel it’s worth a shot. Heck why not? Its way cheaper than going to spa or yoga, it only cost you your time. Everyday life seems to be tougher and harder to go through. E.g. the rise of living cost, the devils that you meet now and then, and all typical life pressure. Well this is reality, we might just as well find the best way to cope with it better than sobbing about what a harsh world we’re living in and being pathetic. Gosh, I digressed. After I read the articles etc etc etc… I ransack my pc for pictures (well duh~ expect me to browse my photo album? Baby’s step k.. ) Here’s what I’ve found: 
05 Halloween night, BOO!!! treat OR trick....
i guess our horns are too obvious that night...literally... hahahaha >:]
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05 lantern festival with my sis..
Notice the battery Chicken Lantern that my sis is holding.. I actually walked around holding 2 of that to everywhere that night...
( yes.. with the music & lights ON.. ahaha)
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05 Xmas Eve..
With my nutty Siblings Posing under largest Xmas tree @ northern region if not mistaken...
i love Xmas so so much...
The MOST colourful Festival
Cant wait for this year Xmas to come... ^ ^
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I'm a BIG BIG girl, in a big big WORLD.. lalala..
ahahaha.. finally i got something to reminisced about this year..
06 SONGKRAN festival....
A snip snap moment with my sis before the actual FUN started.. *SPLASH* =)
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ahhh... THE BRATS.... My highlight of The Year...
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06 Hotlink beach party....
Picca with the crazy dudes...
i actually got this pic from www.hotlink.com.my coz we've been spotted by hotlink cameraman.. wooot..
but not really nice reminiscene as it reminds me that Jirwan left a scar to my used to be scarless leg.. sobs...
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Latest.... Last SUNDAY
06 walkathon for Jom Jln-Jln melancong..
a not very bad experienced with some sun tan & bruises too... ahaha...
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After all those pictures and reminiscence did sprinkled a lil sparkles to my day. Such reminiscence gave me a boost during down time and remind me that i did put efforts in my life to balance out the unpleasant life events. To me life is all about having FUN. i love to create FUN & bring it into my life and to the people that i care around me. I'm a hedonistic person. Always searching for things to fill up my life range from visiting orphanage to beach party. There's is no such thing as too hip for me or too lame. As long as it brings FUN and didn't cross the boundary, Its all fine =) There's NO such things as Coincidence in Life. Well maybe a little but that's NOT my point!
Happiness & joy won't come by just wishing for it to happen, Tears drip NOT because you're going through BADluck!! Things happen in life, it's up to us on how much effort we wanna put into it to achieve the best or atleast make the best out of the worst.
* Life may not be the party that i've wished for but while I'm here i might just as well dance..
